Lately I've been lost in a world of little electronics
No internet so you havn't seen me
Alot of you know whats been going on
I thank you for all your support
You mean the world to me and you have no idea how incredible it is to look into my world and find you there.
I may be an idiot, and I may be crazy, but hey, I'm in love and I can only trust the words given because its all that I've got.
I am a graduate.
I am a worker.
I am homeless and afraid of what I will become.
I am number one ((my nonnie tells me so))
I am myself, and no one else
These questions roll in like waves of the ocean
They come further and further to ruin my castle, these walls I've built so strongly
They crumble
I fade
I miss you and missing you is the hardest thing to do
Harder than convincing yourself you hate or love
Knowing that theres a life out there that you want to be in touch with
But can't reach far enough
Am I getting depressed?
I could be so happy
I am
Damn me for being an empithetic fool
Damn me for caring about you, all of you
Would you prefer it differently?
Could you live without me?
I can't live without you
If I didn't care, what point would there be?
Whats the point in being self-centred and forget theres a whole world out there

meh

I'm hopeless